Too Hot Tuesday!!!
Today, is going to be one of the hottest day we are expected to face all Summer (100+ degrees) ~~~ Lucky Us!!I know I have done the updates on what's going on in my life, but I have been neglecting the fact my best friend of 6 yrs has been non-communicatative in the last month. Yes, we agreed to take a break and about a week or so later, emailed about getting together for lunch or such but we have yet to communicate thru a phone call in over 4 weeks!! I have been dropping her emails and voicemails at work & cell phone over the last 2 or so weeks. I have gotten 1 email stating she was out of office for a week earlier in month and has been SOOO busy that she hasn't time to spend with me to discuss our repairing of friendship and personal emails were frowned upon at work, so I stopped immediately. I resent her for what has happened and how it all came about but I feel I got a lot off my back in regards to issues I had with her during our friendship that I was unable to say before. Honestly, I have not lost any sleep over it and frankly, if she will continues to ignore my messages and all, I will throw in the towel and walk away, as planned!! I am being very patient and hope one day in future we will be able to be friends, but on a different level; I do plan on discussing boundaries and guidlines. I am quite disappointed as this has been the longest and most devastating experience with her for the last 6 yrs. She has always been part of my life and NOW she is not; which was HER decision. My life has been constantly in the upward motion in the last two months and it's only getting better. I am so happy, energetic, outgoing and looking for the same in friends--don't want any alcoholic, drug-using adults in my life...and thats how I feel. I honestly can move on with my life without her, I am making new friends & becoming even more outgoing and open to new people in our lives. I want to be surrounded with positive people and couples who are on the straight and narrow, for the most part. I want to have a g/f who I can confide in, share memories with and just be... No strings attached and nothing more than general involvement. I have learned a hard lesson with g/f's cant trust them as far as you can throw them. I am true believer in second chances but this is getting out of hand...How many times do I need to sit back and wait for her to come around??? Maybve this is just a sign, this won't be worth the wait or worth saving ??
Anyways, everything else is going well. I am hobbling around and managing with the soreness of my heel/ankle. I hope to see the Dr in 2 weeks for my appt and he will give me better news.
Ben & I have been discussing the possibility of renting a boat this weekend and invite S & M and maybe V & K for the ride and have a great afternoon with our friends. I figure we would pack a picnic lunch, bring blankets & drinks and chill out on Lake Wylie all day, if we can manage to get everyone together...hmmmmm If not, I do plan to do some shopping for running sneakers this weekend since it's tax free weekend for school supplies and accessories--YEA.
Last night I did go to gym and talked with some of trainers about my ankle and continued to do my upper body workout & abs and helped Ben with his routine weight machines. It is much better having a partner who will work with me to achieve my goals and weight loss.
Well not much more to say at this point, may update later if necessary...but until then.....
posted by MyLifeAsIChoose2LiveIt @ 10:39 AM
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