6.21.2006

Wheee Whoooo It's Wednesday~~

Wednesday is here and I am feeling 100% better than I did a week ago. Things are going so much better with Ben and myself, I know this will end up being the fresh start we wanted. We have plans for 4th of July and I am looking forward to being with other friends this year.

I had taken off Tuesday from work to take care of Dr's appts & cable internet hook-up for my place. I finally received my computer from Dad last week and now it is all ready for use! I enjoyed my day off and relaxed. I saw my OB/Gyn & said everything is healthy and was caught off guard by my "hood" piercing. I thought he would of seen them before but I WAS HIS FIRST one! Unfortunately, I have gained some weight since last March and it didn't make too happy. I know now there will need to be some changes with my eating habits and DEFINITELY work on losing this weight. All I need to start doing better for myself is 1st get a pair of good sneakers to walk & do exercising in. I have been keeping articles/exercise routines I can work into my day to start being proactive and get this weight off. I think a lot of it came from being depressed and soo up in the air about so much going on since beginning of the year. I am not happy with my body and all I need is some motivation, Ben is willing to walk with me and start watching what we eat too. I seriously need to get busy with it, cause I do not want to be an overweight fat ass for the rest fo my life, I had made a promise NEVER to end up like my parents--unhealthy, VERY overweight and just don't give a rats' ass about it. As of this weekend there will be some changes, for the better and I will feel better about myself too.

Otherwise all is going well in my life, I am truly happy and it can only get better. I love where we are living, love my job and love everyone who is being so supportive of our new changes and motivation in life. I refuse to deal or listen to negativity in my life, I feel both of us are going in a positive path in our lives, we won't let anyone break us down. I feel so good about our future and we will work hard to make this a happily ever after story....

Well a lot of work to catch up on today but will keep you up-to-date....

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