My Weekend...
It went much better as planned and YES I did spend time with Ben afterall. We talked a lot and I expressed myself clearly and our need to be able to trust one another and communicate more. Both of us want this marriage work, IF we can get the recreational activities to a minimum and eventually to an end. We love one another and I feel such a sense of unconditional love from Ben, I am the one who needs to re-evaluate my conditions for loving him whole-heartedly. This can all be worked out through counseling sessions in the near future.My weekend was good. Friday night I did some grocery shopping & had pizza from Upstate Pizza and relaxed at house. I have been debating on whether or not to get my tongue pierced (again) and chickened out when I went over to the place I had my "hood" pierced. Came back home afterwards and ended up hanging out with Victoria & Bill next door until wee hrs of morning! We shot pool, talked a lot and chilled out. I always have fun & knowing this will be the last two weekends to hang out, I am sad I will be losing really great neighbors! I spent Saturday cleaning the house, doing laundry and I did get Tigger groomed as planned. She looks 100% better now and she is not shedding fur any longer, she has the lion cut so she is shaved thru the body. Adorable and soo cute now!! Later at night, Ben & I hung out at Dave & Lori's after we had some Chinese food for dinner, they had a bunch of friends over to hang out and watch some Boxing match on HBO. I had a good time and we were invited to a 30th birthday party next Saturday night. Dave & Lori have just bought a "newer" home in Waxhaw this past week. I saw the pics and it is a big house! Has 4 bedrooms, 2 1/2 baths, pool w/ hot tub on 4.3 acres of land and etc...I am a bit jealous since we had a really nice house and unfortunately had it forclosed in February. But I am happy for them and they will be moving in between August & September. We hung out with them for a couple hours and came home. We woke up Sunday and watched the rest of Fun with Dick & Jane movie. We went to the diner for breakfast (a late one) and stopped at store for hot dog rolls. We came home and got ready to head to my pool. It was Father's Day and so I called my father to wish him a great dya of relaxation and good times! Afterwards, we went down to pool and since it wasn't crowded, we hung out there for a couple hours. Then we came back & decided to go to NASCAR Speedpark in Concord to ride the go-karts and bumper boats and all.. We had a lot of fun & it was a perfect day for it! We got home at 9pm and grilled out hot dogs and watched some of the Nextel Cup Race.
When I woke up this morning feeling well rested and refreshed for the week ahead. Surprisingly Ben & I did make it through most of the weekend without smoking and just enjoyed each other's company. It felt good knowing he is willing to do whatever it takes and I am willing to accept this as a fresh start and begin our new life together. I truly love him with all my heart and want him to be by my side forever. HE has my heart and I feel if we work through all of this, it can last!
Well it is Monday, I will be pretty busy today so I will need to keep this short. I will be out of office tomorrow for some Dr's appts and cable internet hook-up...Will update you later tomorrow after I am all set up...Kisses!
posted by MyLifeAsIChoose2LiveIt @ 9:13 AM
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