I woke up Saturday morning and was felt like cleaning house, so I vacuumed, dusted and did some cleaning of the house. Supposed to have a lady stop by to check out my place for the other bedroom but she bailed twice! So la dee freaking da!! My next project will be the garage, to organize it better and get the stuff I don't need out of it! There are lots of boxes and odd n' ends all over and just needs to be placed properly. I will need to get the decorative shelving for my bedroom so I can get all my favorite statues and collectibles on display. I still have curtains to buy and little things to do but pretty much I am settled and ready for the long haul stay! I didn't end up doing a lot of anything this weekend, I did laundry and took care of what I wanted for once. I did not see much of Ron and didn't make a big deal about it.
I spent the evening with Ben Saturday and we hung out, drank/smoked some, and talked a little. We basically watched the Busch Race, some TV shows, and movies we wanted to see.So Sunday we made breakfast, went grocery shopping for dinner (good ol' BBQ--Burgers), watched more movies, smoked some good and relaxed. I took a bubble bath and just enjoyed my weekend the best I could and it was very nice. I didn't have many plans beyond Friday night and it was pretty nice that way.
I talked to my landlord, she has been wanting to rent out the other room we have at my place but with talking with Lisa and looking at my expenses and all; I will keep it for myself. I truly love living alone and really can't see myself doing it any other way. I will have to be more thrifty with my money and possibly get another job, waiting table and such nearby so I can make some extra cash. It would be helpful for my sanity too. Give me less time to hang out at the house and be tempted to call Ben to come over & all. That is getting very old, I feel if I get another job, I can be out more and meeting new people and making money too. We get along great when we are not talking about divorce and separating again. He is very sensitive about it and he knows it is definite. It just may take some extra time for me to file the paperwork and proceed with it once & for all. But I am good for now and if I keep him on good mood, it should be smooth sailing. He just has to get over this and move on. We can be friends, nothing more or less. He just needs to let me go and allow himself time to find out who he is and wants in his life ...
I do not know what this week will bring for me, I have plans with Ben afterwork so we can watch the Nextel Cup Race since it was postponed because of rain. It will be on today at 12 and I DVR'd it to watch later. But I do want to spend more time with Ron this week, possibly Wed & Thurs and whenever else he can see me. It will be almost a week since we hung out but I am not being clingy or weird about it. He was busy and I am just taking things very slow to see what can come of this..:0) Well today is moving quite fast already. After work, I will be heading to my storage unit for summer clothes and so I can pack away my heavy winter stuff. No need for those anymore!! Well lunch time is near....catch you later this week...
posted by MyLifeAsIChoose2LiveIt @ 10:44 AM
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