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TGTWO--That God the Week is Over

Friday, Friday...man it didn't seem like I would get to this day all week, it dragged on & on but I enjoyed it thoroughly. It was quite a fun week and the weekend hasn't even begun. If I forgot to mention I had Royal Box seats for Charlotte Sting game at Bobcats Arena (from work) on Tuesday and we all had a blast. Ben & I met up with Jeff & Kai for the game, Jeff is a friend of mine & he brought his buddy to hang out. We had a good time, got drunk but unfortunately The Sting lost the game. Last night we went uptown for SevenDust concert and it was packed like as usual but it was agreat show and I even got to see MC Hammer at the end of his performance--One word, HILARIOUS!!! It was very crowded so we left soon after the show and crashed in bed by midnight.

I am definitely looking forward to this weekend. We have plans to meet up with Sara & Marcus (my friends) to head to Uptown for tonight's concerts and get a few drinks. I am happy Ben is willing to go out and meet my friends and all; it makes me see how much he cares about making this work because he never was willing to do this when we were together before. Then tomorrow we will have the night with Robin & spend time with her. Then Sunday we are going to Lake Wylie for day. I will need Monday to recoup from all the fun we will be having everyday.

Next week, I will start contacting some Churches to see if they offer any type of marital counseling and if they can refer us if they do not. I fear this will be an issue for us, having the $$ for all the sessions if we can't do it through my BC/BS. I am anxious to find someone who we are comfortable with and can work out our problems exisitng in marriage. I have high hopes for everything to work out, and so does he. We talk a lot more everyday and brainstorm/figure things out together. I truly feel we have a 2nd chance at this and I can only see my future being with Ben and having a family together soon.
Psst...a therapist just called me back, I have an appt 11am Thursday for a 1 on 1 with her. WOW, thats quick since I left messages yesterday afternoon. She will be covered in my insurance policy under "behavioral health counseling". So there we go, she said she will meet with me first then go from there with the couples counseling, she said she can work wth us either way. I am tickled pink right now, I finally get to talk with someone and see what she thinks about everything.

Well today will hopefully go by pretty fast so I can head home and do laundry and relax. Maybe watch Walk the Line thats been sitting on my TV for 3 weeks. Ben will come home his normal time and then we can get ready to go Uptown for concerts. I want to get my rest tonight, if possible so we can hang the rest of weekend. Want to get home and just chill, not feel like i have to much until he gets home.

Tatata...catch you all next week...Have a wonderful Memorial Day Weekend...Enjoy!!!

posted by MyLifeAsIChoose2LiveIt @ 8:38 AM