Confessions of a Married Woman's Sex Life
I woke up this morning feeling something poking me from behind, hmm...Ben is rearing to go at 7am...great for us!! Damn.... eyes wide open for this! I am an early-bird morning chic when it comes to sex...everything in the morning feels great, wetter, warmer, slippery and hard as hell!! Don't get me wrong, I enjoy the late night romps too! But nothing beats a morning started off with some GREEAAATT love-making.Ben & I just RECENTLY started engaging in all sexual acts, It wasn't automatic when we did hang out and were friendly and unsure if we would remain married or not.
Well, this weekend was the BOMB when it came to sexual encounters between Ben & I. I must say, this man doesn't take a break for air or for just being wore out!! Believe me, I am NOT complaining! He has some skillz & TODAY I completely understand the meaning of G-Spot orgasm!! This experence was more intense than anything I ever experienced in my life. It was overwhelming, breathtaking and left me shaking inside. All I could do after was lay in his arms smiling, I was at the brink of tears, NEVER before! I never felt 100% comfortable about my body w/ Ben in the 9 yrs we have been together, but this weekend I completely let my mind be free (no hang-ups about my body) and allowed myself to truly enjoy myself. I was weak at the knees when I finally had to stop because my poor body couldn't take it anymore. Talk about multiple "O's"!! Never before had I had such powerful body shaking ones. He never once complained how his mouth was sore or tongue or other parts of body..which was relief to me. He took 100% care of my needs and urges all weekend and we pleased each other until we couldn't see straight. His touch, kisses, licks and fingers worked magic this weekend, if we could of stayed in bed ALL weekend, we would of. My bed has this way of making you feel 100% comfy and un willing to move out of it...{It is the best mattress I ever had and it is definitely a keeper}. J I think it just sucks, life and work gets in the way of SEX!! He has always had stamina but never before did I feel the complete feeling of fulfillment and satisfaction. His actions definitely spoke LOUDER than his words..I'm still feeling weak.
He really wore me out! Ben never leaves me hanging on, hoping IT will happen the next time we get down together. Men in my past NEVER cared enough just to pleasure me to a BIG O' and be happy with that, it was always about what's in it for him afterwards. I enjoy giving pleasure all the same but Ben has always been one to take care of me and leave it at that. Things are changing here these days, I am more receptive to his touch and needs too. I have learned some wonderful techniques from the adult DVD's I watch often and he is very pleased with my skills orally. We are more open to try next positions which turns me on so much, and I feel the more we try things, the better things can get for us. I must admit, I am turning into a BIGGER hornier chic day by day...he has me addicted to the connection we share when we participate in these activites and we are both very happy in this dept. Not to mention how willing he is to having his face in between my thighs everyday/night. I feel we have re-ignited a passion we lost about 2 yrs ago...and now is the time we focus on what makes us tick.
I wake up any given morning, open my eyes and smile, seeing him sound asleep....dreaming.
I wonder what he dreams about, he never tells me and if asked, he doesn't remember. Lately, I have become more daring by wearing no panties/pants to bed @ night--OH what a thrill!! I am speechless (more or less) most of the time when collapse into each others arms afterwards. He holds me so close and I hear his hearting pounding fast, he breath is heavy and mine is too; it is so wondeful being with a man I truly love with my whole heart.
It is most exilerating when we can look at one another and read each others thoughts and reactions... We think alike, laugh at the same funny things and even times when we share a moment of complete stupidity, we laugh together. I have this deep down feeling we will last and things will be right with us.. He is trying daily to make good on his mistakes of his past and I am doing the same. He reassures me that HE wants to be the husband I dreamed of having and he is certainly working his way to that status. I can never say he is mean or unloving to me, as of late, and we treat one another with a higher respect and descency. It should be like that from the start but now it is even more apparent.
SIDE NOTE*** Robin, my best friend and her husband, are being 100% supportive and very excited about our reunion/reconciliation of our marriage. They helped us move out of our house in Februrary and they cried and were very emotional over our pending divorce. Robin has been part of my life longer than Ben & I have been married and she knows when I am happy nad when I am miserable. She told me Monday she hears in my voice how happy I am and I have a different tone in my voice. They are glad we are making this marriage work and putting forth the effort to be married happily ever after. I can admit, MARRIAGE is hard work and it takes a lot to make it last forever. Today, I do see Ben & I dancing together at our 50th wedding anniversay and sharing it with our close friends and family.
So anyway, I just wanted to mention how great things were going with Ben & I... Our sex life is the BEST it has been in a very long time. It has been nothing short of excellent and it can only get better. We talk a lot and keep our minds open to new things, maybe take him to strip club so I can learn some stripper moves OR go to a strip-tease dance class, there's got to be one around here somewhere...that would be exciting in itself...so I can tantilize him with a sexy strip tease at home one night...hmmm ideas ideas...oh the fun!!! How much he would enjoy that??...a good jump start to work him into a fun night of messing up OUR bed, again...
posted by MyLifeAsIChoose2LiveIt @ 3:34 PM
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