WooooHoooo Thursday!!!
Thursday, Thursday...what can I say. I am a very busy woman lately and will be for most of the weekend. I have plans pretty much everyday until Monday. I love being able to come & go as I please, invite over whom I want and enjoy my time with friends. Met David last night for drinks after work. He has been a guy I have been talking for about 4 months off & on since I moved in with Angel last yr. So we met and he is very sweet but didnt get a good vibe from him, a lil agressive with being sexually involved, but we talked a lot and listened to good music and he left early too. Today, I am having a "picnic dinner" at park after work with John. We started talking Monday or Tuesday and we are excited about meeting but in my heart of hearts, we will just end up being friends. He has been honest about something in his life that I cannot get past. Honestly, as mentioned before, having children are a must for me in the future, NOT NOW but definitely future. He will not be able to have children of his own, which would be an issue for me. SO friends I think it will be and I can be happy with that.I have also been talking to Jeremy (Customs Office/Police Officer), Chad (Greensboro) , another Ben (Ballantyne) and Kermit (Yes...like the frog). Kermit is super nice, from Morganton and we are supposed to get together this weekend, preferably Saturday and he is willing to come down to Chlt and chill with me during the day. I think we hit it off best when we speak on phone and he is definitely looking for someone special. He has been divorced 3 yrs and has no children, BUT wants them as well. We share a lot of same interests, values and etc.. He is quite a handsome guy too on top of it!!! So this weekend, as stated before should be a eventful one and hope to feel that SPARK with one of these guys I meet and see where the spark leads us. There are a couple more guys I chat with during the day who seem pretty cool, but if they cannot make a call to me to talk at night, then why waste my time?? I am a lot more open and comfortable when on the phone and in person.
Just wanting one of these guys to be the ONE who melts my heart and is someone worth spending all my time with. Thoughtful, sincere and not just out for some piece of Ass...
I just long for that companionship I had before, open communication and a foundation that both of us can establish over time. Trust is a very big issue for me and someone being Faithful!!I have been hurt a lot over the last few yrs and soo tired of bending over backwards to please the other person. I am just like that and trying to allow myself to be treated with the same respect and compassion I have to offer. It would be nice to meet a man who is established with a job, lives on his own & independent, looking for someone to build a relationship with and who is stable in all aspects of life. My ex (boyfriend) was an emotional wreck and ended up being even more unstable than I ever was. I admit I was nowhere near ready for committment when we got together but I gave it a try and it failed, I am woman enough to admit it. Now with everything I have been thru and put up with and made up my mind as to WHAT I want for myself and my future, I won't settle for anything less.
Today should be fairly steady, we have visitors here and meetings up the wazoo. Lunches get delivered and I also get to meet people who work for our other offices! I am just looking forward to this weekend ahead! It should be lots of fun and on Sunday, going to friends' house for Cook-out for Easter holiday..Well catch you all later....Have a Happy...Hoppy Thursday!!
posted by MyLifeAsIChoose2LiveIt @ 9:04 AM
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