Moving Along Moonday~~
Considering the wild weekend, today has moved along quickly. My work-day is almost over and I am relieved. I am a little tired and looking forward to coming home and relaxing most of the night.Friday night was quite interesting. I got home and Ben came soon after to fix my car. He worked on it for a couple of hours and had it all fixed. In the meantime, I was hanging out with my new man, Ron, and his sister & b/f. We were enjoying some chilled beverages out front and smoking cigs waiting on my car. Ben made his way next door and joined in the fun as well. Ron had to work Fri night at Rick's Cabaret, so we hung out for a bit then he left for work. Everyone got their hands on some 'Elvis" and we enjoyed it in my room. Ben & I hung out some and decided to go back next door and partied hard over there. We were drinking, smoking (Elvis) and shooting pool w/Victoria and Bill til 1:30am. I was completely wasted and falling over and laughing so hard all the while. Victoria & I had some heart to heart conversations and she is knowing of how I feel about Ron and also Ben. She wasnt clear as to whatI thought about everything but I definitely want to give Ron a chance to be with me in a relationship and see if it develops more for us. But the only problem is that I don't want Ben to think he is welcome anytime to hang out. I would prefer to spend less time with him and more with Ron! He is a much better suited man for me, we know how to have safe legal fun & relax around one another.
Saturday was cool. I got up early and drove Victoria to her hair salon and she did my highlights and cut again. It came out good, {very good}, but will prob put more in soon when we get things better planned out. I came home after grabbing a bite to eat, then napped for 2 hrs then went to Ron's to hang out some, met u with Ben to get $$ for more Elvis, then met up with dude and came back. ROn left shortly afterwards to work again. I took some good pics of his dressed up styling ways and spend a couple hrs over there and then Ben & I came back to my place, showered and ordered some Sonny's BBQ for dinner. We chilled out, drank some and watched NAscar race on DVR. It was a good race, fairly quick and went to bed fairly early.
Sunday was a good day, we slept in til 10:30 am, got up, chilled out, made breakfast, watched rest of Nascar race we missed and then decided to go out to Storage unit for stuff and then to Freedom Park. We drove around, not finding a parking space, and decided to go to Uptown and walk around for a bit then came home. Watched CRASH movie, which was a great movie. I bought it and knew it would be awesome, it was a different view on how things/people all come together in life. We ate left-over chinese food, chilled/smoked and I went to bed very early and slept soundly all night!I really had a good weekend, wasnt too crazy but let loose a lot of Fridayt-Saturday morning. Believe it or not, I was not that hung over either, even after all the Yagerbombs I drank and smokes!! But I am happy about my life, love and work...Things can only get better and better for me!!! Yipee....
Just for info....Ben is just going thru a lot right now and I feel we need to spend time together but not the way he wants. He would love for me to say lets work this out, jump in bed all the time, move into my place and start over. NOT GOING TO HAPPEN ANYTIME..NEVER !!! I am totally over him and have moved on, just unfortunate he has not done so himself. I think for a brief moment, it could work out if we tried but then I think of all I been put thru and how unreliable Ben is and insistent he is in life & love. He is just very confused, irrresponsible and absent minded. I tend to take care of him (be a mom instead of a wife) and not wanting that anymore. I want someone who is responsible, dependable, loving & affectionate, open to communicating, loves life and enjoys it when he can...within means. Ron is so much of what I wanted all rolled into ONE MAN. I look forward to seeing more of him, sharing good times & making good memories with him. Just dont wanna jinx or rush into anything too fast cause I want this to work out for the best with Ron.
Well..time is sure flying and I am definitely looking forward to seeing Ron after work. Ben will be coming over to watch Prison Break & 24...then he will go back home to Waxhaw.....Hope we can talk some more and I can feel good about the filing of divorce paperwork next weekend.
Take care & catch ya'll soon----Monday is just about over...YEA...YEA
posted by MyLifeAsIChoose2LiveIt @ 3:25 PM
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