So, work is quite slow this week, has to do with people being out with their kids for Spring Break. What I would give to have Spring Break again and take the time to go somewhere exotic for a few days.. Oh well, such is Life right now! My life it really turning around, I feel I making good strides, and hope things keep going in the positive direction they have been lately.
I just wish I had someone to welcome home at night afterwork, cuddle with during a movie and have good times/memories together. I want that someone special in my life, I am feeling a lot of emptiness with being alone for so long. I want a Mr. Right to come into my life & be someone I want to spend my life with (after much thought & discussion). As mentoned in prior entries, I am destined to be a Wife & Mother. I am having a harder time with the fact my barely 4 yr marriage fell apart, that I definitely do not want to go back with Ben and being alone. **Don't get me wrong I love living by myself and doing for me, but having another person involved and sharing in my life, would be wonderful. I had my future all planned out and expectations (during the marriage) of so much in my life and NOW I have new ones in mind. It feels strange starting over in the dating scene, there is so much more to think about and consider and figuring out who has "alterior" motives. I believe there is a "Right" man out there in NC whom I can have a meaningful/long term relationship w/ and be truly happy. Someone who will treat me with the respect I deserve, love I need/want and opportunity to live our lives happily. I will not settle for 2nd Best this time NOR accept things that I do not value or consider wrong in life. I have standards I will not step down from and expect the same in return. Honesty is very important to me. Lying & deceiving will get you nowhere with me.
Oh well so much for the tirade--I will just remain at peace w/my life right now and take each day as a new beginning to my life. Everyday is another chance to meet someone wonderful!
Just a Tidbit of Info on the Real Color of Jenny: Your true color is Red!
Your color is red, the color of racy sportscars, blushing cheeks, and luscious roses. Red symbolizes passion, romance, and love. So, since you're ruled by red, you probably trust your feelings more than your brain and tend to act spontaneously. If you see something you want, you go for it without thinking twice — impulsive is your middle name. You don't wait around for people to make decisions, either; you dive right in. Quite the romantic, you pay close attention to your emotions. In fact, if your heart isn't in what you're doing, you won't be satisfied. Of course, even when you do pour all your energy into the projects you tackle, your impetuous nature means your passions can shift as frequently as the wind. That's why some reds have trouble with commitment. Our advice? Next time you're feeling fickle, think before you act, if possible. You might be surprised at the results. Overall, though, it's great to be red. No one lives life more completely than you do.
posted by MyLifeAsIChoose2LiveIt @ 11:41 AM
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