I have a confession, I am feeling very jealous of someone's relationship (Matt & Alecia) and I am not sure why I even care to mention it. It is getting to the point of WHY can I NOT find someone who will be the Man I am Searching for? Men I meet have been nice and all but no physical attraction or something is "wrong" with them. It can be many things I am pretaining to but I am not being specific. I want a man in my life who will be smart, drug-free, compassionate, funny, employed, experienced in knowing what LOVE is and just enjoys life. I don't consider myself ugly or overweight at all, others tell me how attractive I am and how much I offer to anyone who is contact with me. I feel good about myself and granted i have made mistakes but who doesn't? I am a easy person to know, laid back(most of time) and great sense of humor. I like going out and doing things but I also like hanging out at home and watching TV/Movies. I feel I may be doing something that is making myself less desirable, but I don't see what it can be. I am honest, about my life & marriage, don't mind throwing down and having fun. I am very caring, loving, affectionate and learning not to be "Clingy or Needy". It is all a learning process when it comes to relationships and I learned a lot the hard way!
So tonight I have plans to have David M fromTechnocom and I am looking forward to seeing him. It has been a couple weeks and I miss the closeness we had a few months ago. I was willing to give everything to be with him, then he flaked out on me. It is just weird but do miss him a lot more than I thought. Granted he has committment issues and certain things going on with him are an issues for me, BUT I enjoy his company and love his big arms around me. He has a lot to offer in a relationship just not at this time, possibly. We are very comfortable around one another and he is accepting of me & my issues. I just hope tonight we can get back to old days and have some fun. He is my best Yagerbomb drinking buddy--LOL
Well this weekend should be full of household tasks for me to tackle at the house and meet up with a bunch of friends in between. I am getting a 20" LCD Flat Screen TV for my bedroom which I am soo happy about, should get it Sunday from my parents, just have to pick it up. It was quite a surprise when Dad told me this Wedneaday afternoon...they are very proud of me and my positive life path. I am taking control of things much better and facing things I never did before.
Well off for the rest of the day...Catch you all next week!!! Huggs...
posted by MyLifeAsIChoose2LiveIt @ 2:01 PM
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