It IS Saturday...
Friday was a much better day for me. I am dealing w/ the recent life event as well as can be expected and trying to not fall apart. I spoke with my dad earlier on Friday and he told I wouldn't have to come to NJ for the Memorial until early March. Reason being, SNOW storms predicted for NJ & NY all week, so to make it easier & less stressful to get everyone together, we are waiting until the weather is nicer & have driving conditions. So I am quite relieved I don't have to drive up in itnext week. I am excited about being able to visit my family again, it has been since Thanksgiving and so much has happened since then, although the reason for this trip is more of a sad occasion. This give me more time to get 2 more tires for my car and get my car insurance straightened out and all beforehand ..I am kinda taking a "breather" with Tony, he had been putting me off all week and now he is supposed to get here the week after Valentines. I think he is just testing me and how long I can be patient with seeing him, I don't know. He kept a distance earlier in week then came up with some excuse for not keeping in touch then has called a lot since Thursday morning..very weird. I don't seriously know what to think anymore with him. It is disappointing. BUT I am keeping my options open for anything good to happen or dates to keep my mind off the bulshit going on. I was very depressed Thursday afternoon & night, just feeling sad and upset over this past week's events collectively. I thought he would make every effort to ensure his arrival next week but I guess life is full of surprises and detours. But I know things pick up & life is full of ups n' downs. But knowing he is still overseas, working his ass off to get through with business is at least a good thing. He is very sweet and has left a dozen offline messages so wheni logg in, his message are the first thing I see...which makes my heart flutter and I know he is thinking about me.
SO, I had 2 dates last night (Friday). I met Wil (Hi5) @ his house at 7:30 and we went uptown to the Graduate. We ate & talked and drank a bunch. I had 2 YaegerBombs, but the 2nd one was a double so I was feeling REALLY good afterwards. After dinner, we played 3 games of pool..I won 2 of them so I was happy. I really didn't feel "IT" w/ Wil, got kind of bored and it just lacked any chance of exciting/fun. We walked to Dixies, had a couple more drinks and listened to some music..my kind of place but when he abruptly said he wanted to leave, I got peeved. I absolutely love Dixie's, like the atmosphere/music and people who go there. I was a lil' pissed cause I had spent my money on 2 rounds and I was enjoying my self, but he was not. He stated he isnt one for crowds and that place. We walked back to the car (a few blocks) and I drove him home. When I was arriving at Wil's house (thankfully), RANDY (my 2nd date) called me. He was still wanting to meet up (even after working all night at UPS) and have some fun, as I was hoping to do all night. I don't think I will see Will again. He is only 23 and very immature. He said somethings during dinner that didn't sit well with me and I was not cool with it at all.
So back to Randy, we decided we would meet at his place and go to a very nearby bar, Jackalope Jack's. When I picked him up, I was smiling ear to ear, He was SOO CUTE and SWEET. Everything I had been looking for in a guy & more...or so I hope!! He was tall, dark hair, light eyes and manly. He was very polite and a gentleman also. We got to the bar & ordered two YaegerBombs for us, he never had one before! We hung out, talking, hanging out, enjoying themselves as I was with Randy. We hit it off so much better and I was completely relaxed around him the whole time. I was so happy I found someone normal to hang out w/ and someone who was not a disappointment. We talked about hanging out more this weekend, I certainly would like to have some more time with him and get to know him better! Suggested maybe going to Checkers game & then Dixies afterwards, it is a great place to have some fun & get some drinks. I am hoping that he will call later today and want to make plans. I feel we can have lots of fun, if given more time to spend together and go from there.
Well it is way early on Sat morning and I think im going to head back to bed for a while...way to early for me to be up since I came home so late this am....get more sleep now...But will update as things happen in my life..exciting for sure.
posted by MyLifeAsIChoose2LiveIt @ 8:37 AM
2 Comments:
So you didn't end up sleeping with either of them?
Mr. Morris
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No I did NOT sleep with either of them. I am sticking my my promisde to stay away from sleeping around with everyone I want and make myself a more desirable woman to be with..
Thanks for reading Morris!
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