Closer and Closer to the DAY
Well this week has sure flown by and I am getting more excited as the days go by.Great News....Tony will be flying directly from UK to Charlotte,NC and stay for 2 weeks. I am amazed how much time we will have to spend together and see if we really are a good fit. I've been doing research on 4&5 * Hotels and options are limited. Westin-Uptown is $185/night for a Deluxe King Suite, upper floor, with Heavenly Bed(dreamy & plush) & Shower(relaxing/sensual), Turn down service, Smoke-free environment and all the special amenities. I am thinking this is our BEST option, especially since he wants to show me . The other is Ballanytne Resort/Spa and it runs $199-399 per night for a King/Smoking Room. Not our idea of deluxe, if it is smoking!! Also, one weekend we are taking off to NC Mountains and get a room with a jacuzzi in it too...oh, the fun times ahead!!!
So anyway, days are ticking away, awaiting Tony's arrival, thinking about the time we will spend alone & together again. He will be here Valentine's Week and I cannot get the smile off my face...it is permanent! Being with someone who is absolutely amazing, intelligent, worldy and romantic, it is a dream come true. There have no disappointments or false assumptions between us. We have been very honest with one another and I feel a true, deep connection with him. I definitely look forward to getting as more information about his background/lifestyle and work. We talk a lot now but in person, we can really get to know one another. I am nervous, overwhelmed, anxious, and anything else I could feel right now. He & I are very happy with what we have right now and it can only get bigger & better.
Work is going well, I got my first full paycheck this week and OMG...it is the most I have EVER made in my life in a 2 week period. My health insurance will be deducted on the 15th but I still have an "awesome" check. It feels good to be paid well and appreciated even more. I love coming to work everyday and only hope I can grow and learn more along the way.
My roomate & I are getting along great, no issues or problems between us. Weshare so much of our lives with one another and she is more protective of me nowadays. She is skeptical about everyone I met but she is open to me trying new things too. She has a new man in her life, and I am elated for her. She certainly needs someone good who will treat her right and take care of her as well. The group of ladies we party with will all be going Uptown and have some fun. No men coming with us and it will be a lot more relaxed atmosphere. I think we will go to Dixies or Time to let loose and dance.
As you all know or read about me, I been meeting lots of men in the past few months but I cannot say they have been "bad" experiences. I feel you need to put yourself out there before you can know if he is the right one or not. I don't have any regrets but I feel deep inside of my heart & soul... I found my Mr. Right and I didn't have to look too hard either. There will be no more talk of meeting new guys and debating on whether he is the one...No Need any longer!! I feel overwhelmed w/feelings BUT willing to wait things out and see what will progress within the time he visits and when we are alone..talking. There is so much to look forward to and seeing life in a different way---without worrying about money...he is well "established" and he has proven he DOESN'T have to clip coupons or worry about finances. I will be taken care of and NOT taken Advantage of.....YEA
Life is good right now, going to get even Better soon here and I am happy. That is all I ever wanted after I left Ben and I have truly found out who I really am and love myself more & more and know I will follow my dreams. My parents and friends are proud of me for what I have done over the last year and today, So Am I!!
Gotta get going for now....keep y'all posted on more later on.... Bye
posted by MyLifeAsIChoose2LiveIt @ 12:02 PM
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