Wow, Almost the Weekend
These past two weeks have flown by so quickly and today I am even more at peace. I havent' even thought about checking out someones blog and it feels great. I have some plans for the weekend (Yipee) and tonight I am going out with some g/f's for some good times at Stool's. Yes, I love going there. I know quite a few people there and I am very comfortableI was invited to my ex-roommates house for Sunday football games and I might just go for a while. There should be quite a few people there and some new faces. The big deal is my date with Nick saturday night. We had a blast last weekend so I have no doubt with more people coming with us, the more fun we will have too.
My worklife is great, AWESOME pay, I stay busy during the day, and leave by 5:30 so I can be home at a decent hour. I hate dealing w/ the traffic and chaos that occurs when 4pm rolls around and people scurry home to their families. I wish I had a family to go home to, I guess I do in actuality but not MY family. I know I am destined to be a loving & wonderful wife & one day a mom. I have such gentle, caring and devoted attributes someone will fall in love with. I can be nurturing and sincere, peaceful and calm. I know there is so much more to life than sitting around fighting over little things. I have been reading a good book my mom gave me and I feel inspired to stay positive thru the darkest of days and stay focused on my real goals in life. Granted, going back to school isnt one of them but I can succeed at whatever I put my mind to.
I have a coffee date after work and then off with the girls. I have lots of fun meeting new people and listening to their stories about their lives. People watching is a lot of fun for me and I do it often. Besides blogging and being a role model for the littel girl at home,I enjoy lots of fun things. I like to read, listen to music, play Spades, go to amusement parks, long drives to mountains or beach, filling out Mad Libs (remember those from grade school??) , dancing, playing boardgames & etc and just laughing. It keeps me feeling grounded and a smile always makes someone else smile back.
I am a good person heart and soul, I feel I may have jumped to conclusions about my ex's new girlfriend and that wasn't fair at all. I took every once of anger & resentment I had towards him and focused on her. When all in all, I shouldn't of been concerned with anyting to do with their relationship to begin with! I gave him the upper hand in all of this and that bothers me!! I am still mad over the fact he has my name written in his blogg entries and feel IT ISNT RIGHT.
Since September, I've been dating & having the time of my life. Recently, decided sleeping with as many men as I had was NOT the smartest thing for me to do and have chosen to stay away from sexual behavior until I fully prepared to deal with the consequences. I have been doing alot of things I never did before when I was married and in the process of planning a Caribbean cruise with my g/f. We are going in the summer and I cannot wait. It will be a week of good times and fun for SURE.
Anyway, just need to get some things off my chest and boy I feel great....Friday cannot come quick enough even though my day is almost over already...Tata
posted by MyLifeAsIChoose2LiveIt @ 3:03 PM
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