Thank God It's Almost Friday
I cannot believe how quick this week has flown by!! My first week at work has gone so wonderfully and with no problems. Im anxious to start up permanently which will happen in the next week and THEN I can be 100% part of this great company. They have over 35 offices in the US and 750+ employees. It's a laid back corporate office where everyone is soo happy and personable. I really love the fact I get up in the morning and think WOW, I am looking forward to my day. There is so much to learn and for me to get my hands in, which is exactly what I want.Anyway, my blind-date from date.com didnt go as well as I had hoped. Needless to say, I won't see him again. But you never know until you try, right? He was cute & well mannered but his teeth were a god-awful mess and he had some weird behaviors. He drank quite a bit that night and HE paid for everything but I was just not feeling a physical attraction to him or anything for that matter. He repeatedly said I was Hot & "got it going on" and everything he dreamed about in meeting someone offline. He had a hotel room uptown and I DID not stay with him. I went home happily about 12am. He called the following morning and said I was the first thing he thought about when we woke; funny how things happen like that. We had fun, no expectations, and he even asked if I would come up to Winston Saturday to watch the NE game with him. I don't know what I will do. I was planning on staying in -town, do some shopping (still have g/c to use) and just relaxing since the last two weekends have been jam-packed with drinking and staying out way too late every night. Roomie will have her daughter this weekend and I really don't want to be around them ALL weekend either.
So I guess I will figure out something. Jason {uptown guy} will be returning home from ATL friday night, David will probably ask me to come down and stay with him fri or sat night and I definetly want to watch the PANTHERS game Sunday afternoon. It will be a good one and if we win, OMG it will be insane wherever I end up to watch it!!! Well things will come about before I know it, I will be out & about seeing my friends and hanging out again. Wishing I would hear from someone I want to hang out with and go from there.
My parents are in Vegas until Sunday afternoon and then my dad goes in for a heart "procedure" the following Friday. I am really worried about him and seriously feel a need to go back up to NJ the end of this month. I just feel he is not taking care of himself and really needs to, he is getting older and not any healthier. He is still having the same problem as he did a week before Thanksgiving. Irregular heartbeat & blood is not flowing properly through is heart; he is not well at all at his age! His meds he's on are causing a lot of side effects but he needs them to keep things flowing properly. I can't wait to go up there and be with my family again.
I have made a resolution to visit them at least every 4 months and on certain holidays when I have more time off. I am so lonely (family-wise) down here and just need to see them every once in a while. They are so proud of me for gettting this job and moving forward in a positive way with my life. I just need to get more caught up financially myself and then get my credit back to where it is supposed to be.
I have confess, I feel horrible that I had pawned my wedding rings in the summer (so I can pay some bills) cause now I am without them. I am going to stop by the shop this weekend & see what it will cost to get my band back, it is a lot more important than my engagement ring right now. Then I can put it on "layaway" or something until I get all money I need to get it back in possession. This really sucks and I think about it often, sickening at times. Never thought I would have to do that again but once again, I did.
My g/f is struggling financially and asks me for zero for rooming w/ her at her house. I hate the idea of how little money I made until now, but I hate the fact she has no money and struggles each week. But then she has not had a normal routine of working shifts since he problems started a mth ago, but once she works normal shifts again, she will get it all together. I offer to take care of what I can, with bills and around the house, and it works out for her in the long run.
Sorry this is just a venting entry today. I am feeling so good about my life for the most part and hope things get better over the next few weeks.
posted by MyLifeAsIChoose2LiveIt @ 2:19 PM
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