It is Monday...WhooHoo
Today would be better if1. The Panther's WON the Game and
2. I didnt have to give Nick the "pink slip".
I mean damn, could he be anymore clingy ??? I mean we discussed not texting me so much, he still does it, constantly. I tell him I will call when I get home at night (when I go out with my friends) but I get at least 4 calls before I walk in the door....
Saturday night, I agreed to go out with Nick and two of my friends & meet his other friends at Dixies. As soon as we get in the car, my roomie is blabbing out about her "sex" filled saturday morning...Nick sat there laughing and taking it all in. We laughed and go prepped for the night by listening to dance music. SO we get to Dixies and Nick is just all up on my shit. I mean, give me room to breath and dance..for cryin out loud!So we proceeded to order our 1st round and the place is getting packed. Men & women dancing & moving around, I could feel Nick's hands around my waist and his eyes watching me the whole night. Not my idea of having fun, ya now?I tried to make the best of it, smiled and tried to give myself some room to do my thing. I mean it wasnt a "date" it was us hanging out with friends, we weren't supposed to have this boyfriend/girlfriend thing going on YET. Guys made their attmepts to start dancing around me, Nick wasnt liking that too much! We made out way in & out around the bar and he was up my ass. I tried to get away from him for a few w/ the ladies d he was chasing us around like a lil puppy. His friends are pretty cool and when Nick went to bar to get himself some beer, I was dancing and grooving with Justin & Pete. His friends are way more laid back and all; I think Nick is just insecure cause as he puts it, "Im hot and he is not!" He needs to let it go and get on with it. I honestly, can see myself with Justin more than Nick anyday! I enjoy Justin & he isnt soo damn weird and dorky. He is laid back, funny, affectionat but not clingy. But I did end up putting smiles on their faces, by dancing & hanging with them outside under tent. They are all impressed with me and how great of a woman I am. Needless to say, I made sure I had fun and enjoyed myself.
Once the bar was closing, we were all exhausted from dancing & trying to talk over all the music, but decided to go to Waffle House for some breakfast. We ate some food and laughed some more.SO there we were, only threee of us, eating at 3am at the hole in wall Waffle House...first time for me to do that after out partying all night. But anyway, Nick drove us home, I kissed him briefly on my way to the door. I just was so sick of his bullshit that night. I mean, we had this long talk last week about his clingy/controlling behavior and a week later he is back to it. I mean I am just not comfortable with him at all and just feel better off without him.
I just felt so tired Sunday (not much sleep past two days cause of dog) so I stayed home being lazy & relaxing most of day, doing a lot of nothing. Roommie had to work all weekend and so I had house & dog to myself. To say the least, I am so done putting up with his barking! He barked all through the weekend, keeping me up for almost all night. I normally can deal with it but this weekend he wouldn't shut up at all. I am so sick of that dog!!
Anyway I did make my way to Stools for the games in late afternoon & I sure did get a good buzz going on. Nat & Jon & Ghost bought me a bunch of Yagerbombs and I had a blast. Ate some good food too and had myself a good time...I never have a bad time at Stools whenever I go there. I met up with Chrissy, Denise, Summer, Jessica, Sean and Ian.
We watched the pitiful Panter game and boy, what a disappointment!! Glad to see the Steelers going to Superbowl; though too bad it wouldnt be against the Panthers...boo hoo. I was so ill from watching it I left to go home early so I could go to bed early. I got home changed, cleaned up & washed my new tattoo and as soon as I laid my head on pillow, barking...constant, loud, screeching!!! I barely feel like I slept all night, all i kept hearing was that freaking dog...what the fuck??!!!! Roommate has no problme sleeping thru it but it bothers the hell out of me. Buddy kept waking me up every hour it seemed so TODAY I am exhausted and anxious to get home to eat dinner & go to bed. I need a good night's sleep and with this dog, it isnt happening. I just want to go home & the dog wont be there...wishful thinking.
Well I have dropped Nick a nice "Dear John" email this morning and kinda anxious to see how he responds when he gets it. I think he had plans for us, too bad I am not wanting anmy part of it, if this is WHAT I have to deal with. Not worth it at all...he is just my kind of guy, afterall. He blew it and I am over it.
Well bye for now...time to grab some lunch...see what this afternoon will bring!!
Wish the weather would get better
posted by MyLifeAsIChoose2LiveIt @ 11:50 AM
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