Wish Washy Wednesday
Well, Wednesday has come & pretty much gone and WOW..what a day!As of this afternoon, I am NO longer connected in anyway, shape or form w/ Matt and that DAMN cell phone bill. We had a text message war early in the day about our deal and I told him to cancel if he chooses, I am not paying for his 1/2 any longer. I have been doing this since I moved in April and continued to do so even after we "broke" up and haven't spoken for the last 3 1/2 months. I am no longer his "slave" to the cell-bill. He tried to say him having a g/f had nothing to do with it, but why does he FEEL I should pay for something I am not using?? There is $75 balance from dec bill which he will have to cover as well. Good riddens, HONESTLY!!! He has disconnected my line and I am SOO relieved. Just too damn bad I had paid $60.00 this morning! Should of waited for sure this time but OH WELL. I am feeling like a big monkey has been lifted off my back and I am moving on & not having any ties to him any longer is a great feeling. As he states on his blog this afternoon, Free Finally Free!!! A chance to move on and cut all ties, closure for us both. I smile at the fact of what he will be paying for my cancellation but screw him & his "poisoned" ass! I don't care and can only laugh at his lame ass.
So, moving on, I am officially moved into new place and Yes, I slept so well last night as it was the 1st night in the house. Today at work went so well and I got a lot accomplished w/ contracts and cleaning up the old database to match the new one. Everyone at work is so happy I have decided to stay as a "lifer" of Technocom and I am happy with my decision. It ends up being a good company to work for, the opportunity to grow and learn more is right in my hands, once they get some stuff worked out. We have our Christmas Party Saturday at someplace I never heard of but I am going, alone. Yes, Jenny will be attending a party by herself and I am OK with it.
Things with Clark fizzled before they got out of hand, LONG story but I am happy I have decided to stay away. He was way different the other night and I bolted (like a bat out of hell in other words). He made me feel really uncomfortable and as if I was pretty much being raped!! Yes, I said raped. He was being way to aggressive and harsh with me and refused to listen to me saying No & Stop. Well I guess I had to learn the hard way w/ this one, but now I know to be less trusting and open with everyone I meet..not everyone can handle or be like me. But he can be assured I wont' return any of his calls nor do I want to see him again. Times like this, are when I am grateful I have good friends to hang out with and relate to on another level. I have many friends I can give a call and hang out anytime. They make me feel good about me and we always have a great time anywhere we go & whatever we do. Sean, previously mentioned, was very welcoming in letting me stay at his place after this all went down w/ Clark and I am very grateful!!! He is sincere and a fellow Jersey-ian, from the same area and share the same H.S.. He does look familiar but we haven't figured it out yet. He works in construction & we usually hang out Fri. nights at Stools' after work and end up having LOTS of drinks, and share good times & many laughs.
I would really like to see David this weekend but he is closing on his condo tomorrow and friday, heading out to Charleston for wknd for an "early" X-mas holiday w/ his sister & family. But I know next weekend we will see a lot of one another and we can have our quality time to spend together.
P.S. I miss him more & more as the days pass that we don't see/talk to one another. But then he will call just to see how I am doing, let me know he is missing me, which makes me believe he truly cares for me and I am special to him. I have butterflies when I am w/ him and just get that warm feeling when he holds me and kisses me softly when we are together. He is manly and built like a fighter. Ex-football star in HS & College, he sure does have the looks and ways about him!! Angel thinks he & I should date seriously and see where it goes from there. I know he is loyal, sexy/cute, satisfying on many levels & just knows how to make me happy. That is what makes me feel so much for him, the way he treats me and respects me. He has a good upbringing, is educated and has a lot to offer to a woman like me. He understands I am going thru a lot this year but HE has stuck by and been patient with me too.
Anyway, tomorrow is a new day and I am looking forward to getting more accomplished. I hope we get some kind of precipitation so I won't have to go to work early..kinda hang out here and be lazy for a little longer. But we will see and I will keep ya posted on what else happens in my life...Hope you all enjoy reading my life story as it occurs everyday or by the week...I thank you!
GOOD NIGHT :0)~~~
posted by MyLifeAsIChoose2LiveIt @ 9:37 PM
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