Thank God It's Thursday!!
Well, "jaypeejay" commented on what I had written from earlier this week, about Matt. What an opinion this person has of me, WhooHoooo, BIG FUGGING DEAL! Everyone who knows me knows I'm not a trashy "whore" and I don't live my life for men. I am down to earth, just one of the guys type of woman, and tend to have a lot of male friends, there's nothing wrong with that. I am NOT ashamed of the fact I've had a few partners since Matt & I broke up, its' not like I have to worry about spreading anything, like HE DOES. Jaypeejay, your opinions DON'T matter to me, I don't write on here to please anyone or care if you pass judgement. And, NO, I am not jealous that Matt's "sweaty & wild animalistic sex-life" with a woman, remebr he is tainted so I am glad h gets to get some action from someone he met off yahoo personals! I am not the one with a problem getting any, REMEMBER?? I am just choosing to stick it out for BETTER. And I am glad Matt & I aren't banging anymore, it was way too involved with him anyways. I know how GREAT we were in bed, no doubt or question in my mind. I don't worry about my "skills" or anything else when it comes to my sexual behaviors, I just choose not to blab it all over the Blog w/pictures. Thats its, end of story.***To answer your question, I am not an alcoholic/have a drinking problem, but I did see a pattern by me going out after work often & a lot more during weekends but that has all come to stop as of recently. I admit that drinking does makes me more relaxed, as with a lot of people.
But who is to judge me off this blog, it is my life and I am not looking for approval from anyone except from myself and I can go to bed at night with no regrets of choices in my life. I do for me & me only.
As for the night I got hammered w/pirate man, my intentions of going home with him were NOT to GET LAID, surprised maybe, but it wasn't why I chose to stay at his place. It was unfortunate that I ended up getting sick and not enjoying myself. We are under NO obligation to have sex or hook up, there were no expectations that night either. He & I have an under-standing and we're friends, with or without sex.
So on another note, work was hectic as shit today, much more work as I was planning for the week but AT LEAST tomorrow is Friday and I will be out for 3 days!!! I am anxious to finish my week and get the rest of X-mas shopping done afterwards & then I can done with it all. As it turns out, I will probably attend the Panthers vs Dallas game on Saturday and I am excited about that too.
I am planning to spend Christmas night with David, he called today and asked for me to spend the night down at his place, so I will be w/ someone who is truly a gentleman and someone I can relate to on so many levels. We can lay together with nothing to say and we knows what each other is thinking. I am hoping we DO become exclusive because we are so happy when we are together and the connection we have is undeniable. He's sexy, handsome (not superficial), smart, hardworking and family orientated, which is also important to me. We have had a lot of good time in the last couple of months we been seeing one another and only hope this gets better and better over time...we have such potential to be GREAT together.
Well tata for now...need to get some stuff down here at house before roomie gets home, Sleep well...
posted by MyLifeAsIChoose2LiveIt @ 12:39 PM
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