HO..HO..HO
Well it is now 12 days til Christmas and I am all moved into my new "home". I haven't started shopping for anyone, but again I don't have anyone to shop for as of yet. I think I might get David some tools and laser stuff for his condo and I think he will be getting me something but we really haven't spoke about it much. I am kinda glad I don't have the pressure to buy my family much this year, they know I am pretty broke and short on any extra cash right now but I do plan on sending my niece some nice toys for her Christmas morning.I hate not having someone in my life so special and just important to me. My ex is totally not anyone I even want to consider having around. he still says he wants me back fro Christmas...NOT GOING TO HAPPEN! He is such a loser and I don't love him any longer.
I only hope someone will walk into my life and sweep me off my feet; make me feel loved and appreciated for who I am and go from there. I want someone who will make me feel so important and devoted to, someone I can say, this was well worth the wait & anguish I have been through this year. I want respect and love..Unconditionally. I am not settling for 2nd best or convenience..never again. I know I have spoken a lot about David and he is potentially the only one who can do this. He is young but very mature and damn, we have great chemistry together. He has a touch to make my body feel things I haven't felt in a long time and gets me thinking we could be something wonderful if we make the effort. I usually spend the night on a weekend at his place and it is so hard to leave, knowing we will be apart. But such is life! I guess I can only wait & wonder to see what will come of this and who knows, maybe Mr. Right is right in front of me??
Well I am off to do some late night shopping w/ A*** and very excited as well...I know her daughter will have a wonderful Christmas with us and that makes me happy.
Happy shopping....Good night
posted by MyLifeAsIChoose2LiveIt @ 8:42 PM
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