Wow...What a Weekend!
Let me start by first apologizing about my first couple of blogs. I can imagine I have certainly overwhelmed you all with info from the get-go. I promise from now on, I will try to keep it much shorter. I just had a lot to say from the beginning, just needed to get lots off my chest..LOL. As you can tell I have a lot to say and a lot of issues to work out...WELL, my weekend went very well (actually better than expected) and I am so tickled about how happy I am with Tim. I spend Friday night with my g/f Sarah & guy friend, Nathan, at Boardwalk Billies. We had a blast, I laughed so hard-I cried and just felt at ease about everything. We didn't even leave there until 2 am and I went straight home to sleep. Spent Saturday doing laundry, checking emails, packing for my weekend with Tim in G-town. I was excited and nervous, mostly because I was meeting some of his friends and we would be sharing the evening together. God only knows what is to come....
But I did have plans to hang out David from work, he is from Belmont, so I drove down there for a couple hours, drank a couple beers & watched most of the Alabama game with him. I feel soo grounded and comfortable around him. There is just something about David that gets my fire started but knowing that we work together and there is a 4 1/2 yr age difference is a big deal for me. We have kept things pretty simple and with NO Drama between us, though he has spent the night on a couple occasions and things did get hot!! Honestly, I don't know if I see us growing as relationships go. He is mature and has a great job but I am looking for someone who can relate to what I am going through with the divorce & knows what a woman needs in a relationship, and that is where i see our differences. He tells me how "hot & sexy" I am, which makes me feel great, and we have had some very deep moments recently, but I think he just says things to make things more comfortable when we are together. I feel like a teacher more than a lover with him too; I think he doesn't know what he really likes or wants in a female companion and I dont wan't to waste my time explaining everything to him.
So anyway, I headed up to Tim's place 7:30 Saturday night and got up there around 9; yes, it took me a bit to get up there, but was more relieved when Tim welcomed me at his door. He has a sweet dog, UTAH, and she was a complete spaz & super exicted to have someone new in his house. After arriving, we decided to go to Hams's Bar right across the main road. It was packed and we had a seriously great time! I ordered some food to start & a beer then did 5 shots of a Buttery Nipple. Damn I was FEELING great after all! We watched the rest of college football & talked with the many people coming to bar for drinks. I enjoyed myself thoroughly! I was not the least bit nervous or antsy, he kept saying how happy he was to have me there and the physical feelings were in full swing that night! The music they played was great and I dancing in my chair all night. Around 1am we went back to his place and got ready to "head" to bed. He has a Kalifornia King bed in his room and WOW..it was HUGE! To say the least, we shared a lot of intense/quality time together. I think it felt a bit awkward since its been a while for him but let's just say, umm our night ended on a VERY, VERY happy & gratifying note!!! I was hoping it wouldn't end but our bodies were exhausted and we were both a bit intoxicated! I woke up the next morning with his arms wrapped around my body and feeling a man's soft warm hands around me was most exhilerating to wake up to. His kisses are so soft and his touch makes my body melt in arms. We woke up early Sunday morning, like 8 am and got showered. We headed to Panera Bread for breakfast and then we took a drive thru G-town. We drove thru the city and he took time to show me some of the larger scale work he has done in the million dollar homes around area. If I didn't state, he installs home security systems, home entertainment setups and etc.. He does higher income residential homes. We ended up stopping over his friend's, Jeff & Katie, who are soo cool and hippy types, and was glad to have chance to have met them. It was there that I was invited to join Tim, as well as the couple of friends, to Myrtle Beach for the weekend of New Years Eve! I am so excited and honestly, have never done ANYTHING like that for New Yrs before. I can barley keep myself calm with all the excitement from the weekend, but it is only a month & 1/2 away til we go leave for beach.(YEA) We went back to his place and hung out for good part of early afternoon watching NFL Football. We fooled around, relaxed, drank some beers and just enjoyed one anothers company. Around 4:15 we drove back over to Ham's for some more drinks and food, deciding to stay there and continue to watching more football. Got back home about 6:30 so we would have some "quality" time before it was time for me to head home to Matthews, and he gave a wonderful hour of my life!! I was tingling and smitten the rest of the night. He is gentle and very caring on how I feel and want to be touched.
As I drove home last night, I was glowing and smiling ear to ear. The weekend I had was one of the best ones in a long time and I am certainly looking forward to next weekend. We made plans for me to come back up, early Saturday and stay thru Sunday night. I think I found someone I can really feel a connection with and I truly want to spend my time with. He is absolutely one of the most caring, sincere, laid back men I have met so far. We have mutual feelings for one another but from prior experience, I am not going to get all hyped up in the beginning, I will take things slow and not overwhelm him. I don't plan on keeping my personal ad available to view any longer, I am cancelling & deleting it permanently, because I do not see a reason to have it anymore.
Tim understands we need to take it kinda slow due to my situation of still going through separation/divorce process and he is totally willing to wait and see what will come of all of this. We talked a lot this weekend of what we want in life and we share a lot of same views and thoughts. We just agree we are having lots of fun and dont want ANY drama at this time.
So I am home today, no plan on going to my shytty job so I can apply for other positions and jobs online and thru Careerbuilder. I don't want to stay at my current position anymore and feel I can do SOOO much more with myself. Just hope something better comes along sooner than later...
Well now it is 8 PM, I am still basking in the glow from weekend, Tim called and stated he definitely missed having me laying next to him this morning. It is nice to know someone out there cares and misses me. I have to admit too, I was quite lonely last night laying in my much smaller bed (twin sz, right now) with his loving arms nowhere in sight. It is sure going to be a long week.
Tonight I hope I sleep well and dream of his sweetness!!
posted by MyLifeAsIChoose2LiveIt @ 10:30 PM
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