Cold n' Breezy Tuesday..
WOW, it is now Tuesday afternoon and working my ass off at the wonderful world of 'Technocom'. I had a big project/report given to me this morning so I have to plugg away at it until I leave tomorrow. Hoping in the next couple of weeks, I will be out of here and moving onto to BETTER things.I have soo much going on in my life and somethings are completely out of my hands. I am losing ground with Ben (the ex) and he is being very insistent & persistent about us getting back together. I am very adamant on my decision in what I am going to do w/ myself and have chosen to stay away and move on & he is still making stupid comments, so probably going to have to get the authorities involved once again. He just doesn't learn and he will see I am not playing around. He has informed me has obtained a gun and will do anything he needs to do to keep me from leaving him for good. Well, he has another thing coming if he thinks I am STUPID enough to stick around and see what he is capable of. He has told me I really don't know him all that well and I better think about what I am going to do with our situation. I am in process of making other plans for my living & working arrangements and hoping something will come thru sooner than I plan it to happen. I mean, it will be better for me to get out of this area, where he cannot "hunt" me down and do anything stupid either. I am just better off moving once again and starting out somewhere new I guess.
Well, Matt is now screwing his new flavor of the month, Alecia, that he met on yahoo personals. They made it official this past weekend..GOOD for him finallyy getting some action from her!! I can get it anytime I want, don't have to worry about the poison spreading!! Yea, bitter bitch I am, still!! He even wrote how the sex wasn't superb but did mention if she even has a gag reflex?? I can only imagine what he has her doing in the bed..I know what we had w/ each other and yes, I am slightly bothered that he is w/someone else, BUT I am with someone else too! I don't know why I even care what he is doing?? Maybe I was hoping things could of worked out for us and by me keeping the cell phone thing going, I would still have some connection with him...but anyway..just my weird thoughts going on in my head. She just better be aware of his "sexual poison" and protect herself. I am not impressed with the pics of her on his blog...kinda normal/plain jane looking, maybe she was just stoned or something in both the pics but she doesn't look all there...not quite what I expected from him to say the least. I just know SHE can NEVER be ME, especially in the bedroom! LOL
Things are good w/ me & Tim, we had a long conversation last night and got things out in the open as well. I am excited about next weekend though, I am staying up there from Fri after work to Sunday night, much longer than my usual stay. Plan on catching up on lost "quality" time and hang w/ his friends too. Prob go back to Natty Greens' for drinks and Hams Friday night for some drinks. I told him I wanted to go back to this store we went this past Sat where I got a great pair of jeans that I absolutely LOVE..they look fabulous on me!! And I fit into size 4's again..I am soo happy with that fact too. But I know things can only get better from here on since we opened up more to one another.
I only wish I wasn't going away to NJ this weekend but this is something I have be waiting for 2 months now and anxious to see my family. I get to spend time w/ most of family I haven't seen since my wedding back on Sept 16th 2001. So, tomorrow is the BIG day..I fly out of here at 3pm and don't get back until Sunday night..so I won't be writing much when I am up in NJ.
HAPPY THANKSGIVING...GOBBLE GOBBLE...
posted by MyLifeAsIChoose2LiveIt @ 5:00 PM
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